And so I Fare Thee Well.

And thus i bid farewell to you.

Although my love is purely true.

Its not you, really, its me.

Its something you cant see.

I'm not enough.

And its getting tough.

So here i am setting you free.

From all my troubles, i'm letting you be.

I am now letting life go.

Good logic ? I don't know.

I'm not thinking, I dont care.

Coz this pain, I just cant bare.

So i'm just leaving it all behind,

Hoping someday you will rewind,

To see what we once so much shared,

But for the same thing, i'm not sure we cared. 

I wanted something you weren't ready for

I waited till my heart and soul were sore,

And still ready you never were.

Then i wondered was it me all along.

Were we just not in the same song ?

Where did i lag, what did i do wrong ?

The questions just went on and on.

So all that was left for me in this,

Was the wait for the utterly bliss,

The wait you said, would end soon,

But the wait went on from morn to noon.

Till one day my heart could face no more,

Bit by bit my heart it tore.

And then i said "I'm ready come take me"

My wait is over i can see now more clearly.

Im ready for my sleep, your wait's over too,

I asked you to wait till he'd come through.

But the wait went on, he was ready never,

So i am ready now, let me sleep forever !

(A passing thought.)

Nicholas Sparks

“There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well." - A walk to remember 

“Love doesn’t mean anything if you’re not willing to make a commitment, and you have to think not only about what you want, but about what he wants. Not just now, but in the future.” - Safe Heaven

“Every couple needs to argue now and then. Just to prove that the relationship is strong enough to survive. Long-term relationships, the ones that matter, are all about weathering the peaks and the valleys.” - Safe Heaven

“I’ve come to believe that in everyone’s life, there’s one undeniable moment of change, a set of circumstances that suddenly alters everything.” - Safe Heaven

“Love is fragile and we’re not always its best caretakers. Even the best of us make mistakes; we just muddle through and do the best we can to hope this fragile thing will survive by all odds.” - The Last Song

“Life, he realized, was much like a song. In the beginning there is mystery, in the end there is confirmation, but it’s in the middle where all the emotion resides to make the whole thing worthwhile.” - The Last Song

“Sometimes you have to be a part from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.” - The Last Song

“How far should a person go in the name of true love?” “How far would you go to keep the hope of love alive?”- The Choice 

“I finally understood what true love meant…love meant that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.” - Dear John

“Right before everything went black, you wanna know the very last thing that entered my mind?...You.” - Dear John

“What mattered most was knowing that love was mine to give, without strings or expectations.” - Dear John

“Even though you may not want to hear it, I want you to know that you’ll always be a part of me. In our time together, you claimed a special place in my heart, one I’ll carry with me forever and that no one can ever replace. You’re a hero and a gentleman, you’re kind and honest, but more than that, you’re the first man I ever truly loved. And no matter what the future brings, you will always be, and I know that my life is better for it.” - Dear John

“Every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through.” - Dear John

“Without you in my arms, I feel an emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds for your face - I know it’s an impossibility, but I cannot help myself.” – Message in a Bottle

“I am lost without you. I am soulless, a drifter without a home, a solitary bird in a flight to nowhere. I am all these things, and I am nothing at all. This, my darling, is my life without you. I long for you to show me how to live again.” – Message in a Bottle

“Wanted something else, something different, something more. Passion and romance, perhaps, or maybe quiet conversations in candlelit rooms, or perhaps something as simple as not being second.” – The Notebook

“You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.” – The Notebook

“Sometimes the most ordinary things could be made extraordinary simply by doing them with the right people.” – The Lucky One

Had things always been this way ?

We're standing there, hand in hand,
staring at one such empty land,
so much we feel yet so little we say,
Had things always been this way ?

And yet there's so much we've always shared,
So much love, we always knew we cared.
The feelings we had, was beyond the talks,
beyond the never ending romantic walks,
the theatrical couples usually did take,
( T'was something I wanted, for Heaven's sake ! )


The dream and wish of having a fairytale,
In me, those feelings now had no trail.
Being with him, in time it began to fade,
Our feeling though, it always stayed.
And still we have so little to say,
Things definitely has always been this way !

I loved him then, I love him still,
I love him too much, till the end I will,
I know that right, he knows it too,
He had me at his first "I love you !"

What is Hope ?

What is hope ?

Is Hope what i think it is ?

Hope is the streak of light, seen under the utter darkness,

Hope is the ease you get when you're under so much stress.

Hope is the breaking dawn that says "there is tomorrow"

Hope is the beam of joy you feel, even in your sorrow.

Hope is what helps you raise your voice,

during the struggle in making the right choice.

Hope is what helps you know the right thing to say,

Hope is what helps you take the step in the right way.

Hope and be hopeful and you'll never go wrong,

Hope and be hopeful, it'll always keep you strong.

(Scrappy writing. too high. written under the suggestion of a Dear Friend)

Words unspoken-Questions unanswered: Will i ever stop thinking ?

I've loved you with everything i have in me, but i feel there's a part of you that doesnt feel the same. That tears me up, and there's nothing i can do about that. Coz its you, and  i know you, and you hate answering, and you hate thinking, then tell me what am i to do ?
Is the love thats worth hiding, worth having ?
What is it that i'm holding on to ?
Are we even in the same place ?
Do we even share the same feeling ?
Can you keep me with you till my end ?

How much longer do i have to live ?
Can i live a little longer ?
Can i die in your arms ?
Will you be there to shut my eyes ?
How much is it going to hurt you ?
Can you keep me with you till my end ?

Words unspoken, Questions unanswered.
How am i ever going to stop thinking then ? When will i ever see straight ?

Will i ever stop thinking ?

Wise words once said !

Sometimes its better to let go of some people from your life, to help them understand your value and importance in the future.

When an important person says mean and hurtful words to you, only thing that happens is , that person gets less and less important to you !

People often change for two reasons: either you've learned enough that you want to change or you've been hurt enough that you need to.

The worst feeling ever is not knowing whether you should wait or just let go
Why is it that when you long so much to be close to someone, you always end up saying something to push them even further away.

Value yourself enough to choose to be with someone who wants you as much as you want them.

If we love someone, we shouldn’t be afraid to tell them, because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.

Sometimes you have to let things go.. not because you’re giving up, but because you’ve realized that some things cannot be yours.

If you love someone be brave enough to treat them right, or be brave enough to watch them be loved and treated right by someone else.

Open wounds never heal if you keep reopening them. So leave the people who hurt you out o your life.

 

We're all in the same game, just different levels. Dealing with the same hell, just different devils.

 

Letting go

And sometimes you learn to understand that some things are never meant to happen, for no matter how hard you try it doesn't work. Hence compelling you to quit trying and start walking away.

And as I was walking away I left my footprints behind hoping you'd follow and pull me back, but instead you just let it all get washed away. So here I am leaving, not because I'm tired of trying, but because you've pushed me away.

(Because, maybe, I have to.)